The Year I Left

Carin Frost doesn’t understand what’s happening to her. A confident businesswoman, wife, and mother, she begins to resent everything about her life. Nothing makes sense. Nothing makes her feel. Maybe it’s the recent loss of her mother in a tragic accident. Or maybe she’s just losing her mind.

Enter Matias Torres. As their new business partnership thrives, so does their friendship—and his interest in her. Carin is determined to keep her distance, until a work assignment sends them to Southeast Asia where a storm is brewing on the island. In the midst of the chaos, Matias asks her to do something unimaginable, exhilarating, BOLD. Carin knows the consequences could be dire, but it may be the only way to save herself.

An honest look at love and marriage and the frailties of the human heart, this is a story of a woman’s loss of self and purpose and the journey she takes to find her way back.

** Shortlist: 2019 Chantelaine International Book Awards

Rave Reviews

Christine Brae’s The Year I Left is a masterpiece of women’s fiction, detailing an extraordinary period in Carin’s life through a poignant narrative. Brae’s pose is pointed yet lyrical, and the interesting stylistic choice of including passages addressing Matias directly in the first person narrative works astoundingly well. The symptoms and effects of depression are accurately conveyed and while the reader may not be able to relate to Carin’s troubles consistently, it’s impossible to avoid feeling compassion for this desperate and brave character. The Year I Left takes an unexpected turn that leads into the snarled complexities of running away from problems before reaching a delightful conclusion.
~Caitlin Farley, Readers Favorite